Monthly Archives: January 2012


Sometimes it amazes me how much Master loves and cares for me. He has gone through so much with me and has never left my side. He takes care of me when I need taking care of. These past few days have been really hard and he just smiles at me and tells me how much he loves me. I really am a lucky girl to be able to call him my Master.

I actually really do worship him and everything about him. I still get that giddy feeling every time I look at him and every time he touches me. I love the way he uses me , I love the kind of control he has over him. I tell him he is swierce  (sweet & fierce all at the same time). I am in awe of him…I love him,  I am glad that I belong to him.



I haven’t written in a while. I have had some things going on and I just haven’t felt well. I am now hopefully on the mend and things will get back to normal. Well, as normal as they can get for now. 

I had surgery a few days ago and I am feeling better today. I may even get out and try to go Lowe’s  with Master. We will see.

I am still waiting on Master to collar me. It has been driving me crazy. Knowing that the collar is here and he hasn’t collared me yet. I know it will happen, it’s just a matter of the timing. We haven’t a good time for it to happen. Hopefully now, since we are just about over this hurdle it will happen soon. I for one cannot wait.

I promise, there is more to come and I will be back to writing very soon!